Some things can change.

Hey! Okay. So I haven't been in the mood of writing lately. I'm sorry. But i haven't been in the mood of talking either. My younger sister just pisses me off like damn shit. Sometimes, i wish she never did have a mouth -.- She talks too much, she should learn how to SHUT UP. Ugh. Anyways, my family keeps complaining about me going on a diet since I'm not eating properly. Even my aunts and uncles say I'm like skinnier then usual. O.O I mean, I sometimes skip lunch AND dinner. But its not that I'm going on a diet. Its just that, whenever I'm mad... I just have no appetite. So I can't eat! But my mum just scolds me and asked me to EAT or I WILL STUFF THIS HELL DOWN YOUR THROAT. So I'm like fine fine fine, whatever. -.- Ehem. As I was saying, today I had an awesome day. Kinda. A little. I went out with my church friends but i was still in a grumpy mode since my whole body was aching because of yesterdays 1hour30mins karate and 1hour30mins dancing. I was dying and today its worst so I can't even walk up or down the stairs properly so I had problems but who cares? And today, I watched the movie THE GREEN HORNET and i was awesome! REALLY AWESOME! I love it <3

Unwritten.

Even though I hate people,
Even though this is completely outside the norm,
Even though i keep thinking this isn't like me,
But with you here,
Its out of this world.

loves,
s.f

Everything is new.

Hihihihi. Today is a Saturday. My day is always the same BUT there was something different ! It was my older sister's birthday celebration ! Me and my family had an awesome dinner and my aunts treated us. Pweet pweet! Hahahaha. We had a very very very very expensive dinner. Seriously. It was over RM400. o.o But it was a good meal so.. What the heck! xD As long as my parent don't pay, its okay. (Y) Besides that, my birthday is also around the corner. But I am not gonna celebrate it in Malaysia ! Yes baby ! Once in a life time? :D

loves,
s.f

I live my hard life.

I will be strong.

I was wandering around in a huge town,
Walking round and round,
Over and over,
It felt like I was repeating the same steps,
Again and again.

But I will fight,
No matter where I am,
And that's when you'll find me,
Reaching for the sky.

Its a promise :)

Hey ! Alright, I'm back. I did promise to write again right? Hahahaha. I'm glad some of you enjoy reading my blog. Though I am not that proud of it, some of you might just be exaggerating but its alright. Thanks for all the support. Anyways, today is 17 January 2011 eh? So damn fast ! CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING ! $money$ is the first priority, correct? Teehee! And whats more is that my birthday is coming soon. And at that time, I'll be long gone in Taylor Swift's concert <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Oh My God, did i mention that the anime black buttler is my all time favorite now ? Season 1 - 24 episodes+OVA and season 2 - 12 episodes in 2 days ! Btw, I was sick during those 2 days and that is why i skipped school (Y) Oh yes, it was awesome and still is. :)

No one can see the eye that feels,
Its lonesome,
Because people are blind, they are unable to see,
But why is it only I can feel?

Anyways, I wanna take a snooze now so tata :)

loves,
s.f

A Whole New World

Hey blog readers. I know, I know. Its been like months since i last blogged. Well, i kinda got bored of it. I get bored of it once in a while. So sometimes i might just come back and write some things i guess. Its now 2011. No more 2010. So it means its PMR year. That sucks but at the same time it rocks? Confusing isn't it? I know, its like you can feel both feeling in one time. Lol. I don't make sense, I know that. Okay, so lets forget about it. Anyways, i want this year to be a special year. I am so not gonna do the same mistakes I've done last year so i will try my best to avoid them. Though its hard, I am sure i can do it. Support me always ! :D But i feel like 2011 would be an awesome year? Yeah? I have dreams, fantasies and wishes. I want it to come true this year. New year, new friends and new challenges.
*sigh*
I don't wanna grow up. I am already 15 years old! It sucks being 15. Actually, i just rather stay the same age forever. Wait, i think everyone would want to as well. :D Its awesome being young. Anyways, right now I have so many things on my mind. I can't sleep. Its been like this for the pass 2 nights.

Life. Its never easy.
Friends. Its difficult to choose.
Love. Its confusing.
Trust. Hard to know which is the truth.
Hope. When will it come.
Happiness. It comes and goes.
Forgiveness. Might be easy to forgive but to forget is another century.
Regrets. Unable to turn back.
Pain. Feel it, it hurts.
Future. Wait until tomorrow.
Forever. Remains for life.

Anyways, i better turn off the laptop now. So that means i have to stop blogging! I promise I'll blog again soon :) Ciao and good night! <3>