Memories will Always Remain

The girls <3

Bestest classmates in 2010, 2 Omega

From the left : Nichkhun (Nadhirah), Minho (Me), Wuyoung (Anna), Taecyeon (Diana)
Camerawomen: Junsu (Nadrah)

San Francisco

Hugs and kisses ;)

Smiles all the way :D

From the left : Lisa, Hanis, Nina, Nayli

Gonna miss you guys TONS ;')

I am gonna miss 2010. :'( I'm gonna miss my classmates..
All those fun times I had! Time flies too fast.

loves,
s.f

Holidays

Hey you! Yeah you! I was so depressed yesterday. I didn't know it was the last day of school and i skipped it! Damn! I skipped school when its the last day of school. Everyone had so much fun while I was at home being a dungu freak. Argh. D:< Whatever. Anyways, my holidays have started. Its gonna be a long holiday and next year is gonna be hell. Its PMR. Are you ready or not? (SHINee) I am not ready! I am not ready! I am gonna die. I don't wanna grow older. -sigh- Life.. Oh and today sucks. I can't play Sudden Attack because its like under maintenance and all. Damn, why does it have to be like this. Damn damn damn damn. Whatever, i hate you. k bye.

loves,
s.f

If its love

Memory of love of the promised day,
You who I've been wanting to see are here.

There is a difference

LALA CAT

Hey you blog readers! Lol. I sound like a retard. Hahaha. Whatever. Today was ohkay i guess. I went to church in the morning (obviously, its Sunday) and i was helping out for the Fund-raising activity! The youth were selling cookies and I was helping! It was fun since everyone was talking talking here and there. Hahaha, so i enjoyed myself. And oh my goodness, the cookies were FABULOUSLY DELICIOUS! My mum bought 2 containers of cookies. Teehee! Besides that, I got a new haircut. Its pretty short but my fringe look weird. I feel like crying. I don't know why its weird. I regret cutting my hair but at the same time i don't. Its confusing, i know. Hehehehe. Well, thats all for today. :) Chiao!

loves,
s.f

The Expendables

Hey guys! I hope you guys had a wonderful day today cause mine was awesome! :)
Wanna know why its awesome? I take that as a yes. Lol. Today was awesome because i went to my BBBBF's house and i had so much fun. I was there with another friend of mine. We watched the movie 'The Expendables'! It was INCREDIBLE! They were so cool and i somehow find Jet Li hot. He was also cute in that show. The way he talked English made him sound cute. I love him in that show. Teehee! Besides that, we were all bitching about people. Wakaka, saying things which are meant to be said i guess. We were bitching for quite a long time and it was fun! Anyways, I think I am gonna gain weight. I ate so many junk food and I'm so bloated. I even cooked scramble eggs and french toast. I ate it and it was GOOOD. I hope i didn't make you hungry. Hehehe, okay then. That's all for now :)

loves,
s.f

Just The Way You Are

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Your Beautiful

A girl might not look pretty on the outside,
But they are always pretty on the inside.
If your think no one can see that in you,
I know i can.
You don't have try to be perfect,
Cause your perfect just the way you are.

Wednesday :)

Hey! Guess what? My exams are finally over! Thank God! So now I'm skipping school. A lot.. XD I even skipped school today. Its sad that my house doesn't have a car. I was suppose to go to my friend's house. Stupid sister took the car. Now i have to wait for her until she comes back. Dang, i hate it. Anyways, I am now pretty happy. I am currently obsessed with Sudden Attack, thanks to Syahmie Ismade. -.- That game is awesome but I am such a noobie/newbie. Hahhaha, what a pain in the ass. I wanna be a pro damn it. Great, now i am so into talking about Sudden Attack. Okay okay, change subject. Last night was something special. I know i don't like that guy but its been a long time since i last talked to him so i felt happy when we were chatting and stuff. But its sad that he wasn't the old him i use to know. I guess its because I've confessed to him before. Wakakaka, it was so stupid of me. But i am happy he rejected me because he was a jerk. Well, since he is a jerk, lets not talk about him. I have to go now. I am gonna go my friend's house soon (another 3 hours). Lol, toodles! XD

loves,
s.f

Hey, i know its been really really long since i last blogged. I am pretty sorry i haven't been updating my blog. I kinda got bored of it but i'm gonna start again since people have started reading my blog. I am not really sure whether they came to read my poems or just pass by.. but i hope they do read my poems. I also hope you guys enjoy it and give some meaning to your life.

Don't ever give up,
Life has their ups and downs.
One day, you will meet your fairytale,
Like how i have met mine<3


loves,
s.f

(Eng) 100120 Hi Bb Ep1 3/5

This video is HILARIOUS!

Kat-tun

Taguchi Junnosuke <333

Taguchi Junnosuke <333


Nakamaru Yuichi <33

Nakamaru Yuichi <33


Akanishi Jin <3


Tatsuya Ueda :D


Tanaka Koki :)


Kazuya Kamenashi :p

Members of Kat-tun :
- Kazuya Kamenashi (The leader)
- Taguchi Junnosuke (The one with a nice smile)
- Nakamaru Yuichi (The funny nose)
- Tatsuya Ueda (The wierd looking)
- Tanaka Koki (The raper)

Former members :
- Akanishi Jin (The bad boy)

I am back baby!

Going The Distance

Me bowling :)

Me and Callie at the bowling centre <3

Callie, i love you too <3>We are the awesome foursome :D

Giggles all the way

Peace out dawg ;D

Jane <3



Hey guys ! Sorry i haven't been updating my blog. My laptop charger had some problem . But now i am back ! :) Anyways, as you can see.. Today was such an awesome day! I went out with my four smexy ladies that is Janey, Callie, Nabila and Shereh. We were there for about more then 6 hours? Hahaha, it was such an awesome and tiring day. Jane was there late since her dad changed his mind at the last minute. So before she reached there. Me, Callie, Nabila and Shereh were doing a little activities. Well, i was there a little bit too early so i had to wait for them. After they were there, we all went to A&W ! We were kinda choosing a game to play between bowling and archery. But in the end we went to play bowling. It was fun.. Very the fun! Hahaha. I got second in the game. Nabila got first and Callie got third. After that, we went to the arcade. Played racing and we also played a shooting game called RAMBO ! It was such an awesome game. I love it! Me and Callie was like shooting non stop until our hands were cram. XD After all those noisy fun, finally the princess Jane came. XD And we went to watch a movie called "Going The Distance" as you can see up there. That movie was an awesome comedy, romance show. Hahaha! We all enjoyed it. After the movies, we went walking and we ate as well. Took some pictures.. And went straight home. Haha ! Well, thats all for today then. <3>*winks*

loves,
s.f

Hey! I changed my blog skin! Isn't it awesome!? I am so loving it. But i ain't loving the school holidays I'm having. I have nothing to talk about. That sucks man. D:

Music Is Everything

My favorite songs :
> Laza Morgan - This girl
> Fergie - Finally
> Madcon - Beggin
> Bitter:Sweet - I Get What I Want
> Samantha Jade - Step Up
> Alicia Keys - Unthinkable (I'm Ready)
> Jesse McCartney - Up
> Get Cool - Let Me C It
> Keke Palmer - Bottoms Up
> Chenelle - Teach Me How To Dance
> Jay Sean Ft. Nicki Minaj - 2010 (It Ain't The End)
> Sugarland - Stuck Like Glue
> The Ready Set - Love Like Woe
> Sean Kingston Ft. Nicki Minaj - Letting Go (Dutty Love)
> Yamashita Tomohisa - Loveless

"MANGA & MAHWA FREAK"

My top 3 favorite manga:
- Junjou Romantica
- Koisuru Boukun
- Sengoku Basara

My top 5 favorite mahwa:
- Idol Shopping
- Boy of the Female Wolf
- My Boyfriend is a Vampire
- Miunohri to Swan
- He is Dedicated to Roses

My favorite author:
- Han Yu-rang
- Hwang Mi Ri
- Nakamura Shungiku
- Yamane Ayano
- Ike Reibun
- Takagi Ryou
- Shimotsuki Kairi
- Chitose Piyoko
- Higashino You
- Shinba Rize
- Shinjo Mayu
- Asami Tohjoh

Misaki x Usagi


Date Masamune x Sanada Yukimura

Hey everyone! So, today is Monday. Yay, such an awesome day. -.- That was just sarcasm.. I am having tuition today and that sucks. Whats worst is that my Janey isn't gonna be there ! And my Sheri might not go too. Why does it have to be this way?! :(

loves,
s.f

specially for you :)

You do know the you is who so here i am saying you are my special one

I promise to protect you because you are my only one,
No matter where i go,
I will always take you with me,
Promise me you will never leave me either,
So don't forget the promises we made.

You are special to me not as a lover but as a best friend,
So i cherish you from the bottom of my heart no matter what,
You will never find anyone like me in this world,
Because i can't find any friend like you.


Its pretty weird for me to do this but i don't know. I guess i am crazy. XD

loves,
s.f

Hey-yo! As you can see, i skipped school. Its already holidays for me! Yay ! :D But i kinda feel bored. -.- A lot of my friends went to school, I'm pretty shocked. :O But I'm sure they will enjoy themselves since school is gonna have a Hari Raya celebration. That was what i heard from some of my friends yesterday. Okay, so now i am waiting for my video to load but its taking such a long time to load. Please load faster. :)

loves,
s.f

SmileForTheCamera

Fergie - Finally

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait
Make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening

Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
And on another phase
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made

Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally

Finally, Finally

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, happening

Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

Finally, Finally, finally

its time to smile :)

I just realized everybody has a problem which is almost the same. Its either about friends or family or boyfriend/girlfriend. Betraying, abusing, hurting, loving.. Everything is the same story and has the same ending.
HAHAHAHAHA.
This is stupid alright !
I am just really bored. I have nothing to do now. I guess its gonna be worst next week since its gonna be school holidays.. Tomorrow is the last day of school. Wooptedoo! -.- Oh and I'm kinda helping out Jane for her birthday party! I am pretty much helping her to plan things like games? XD I don't know. Lol. But its not confirmed yet. So yeah, gonna wait for her mum's answer . :)

loves,
s.f

merdeka !

hey there! HAPPY MERDEKA DAY, 1 MALAYSIA! :) Well, I just came back from RSR ( Refreshing Spring Resort). To be honest, i have no idea where is that place but i know its about 1 1/2 hours from here. XD So yeah, that place is pretty new and really nice. It really is refreshing alright! Okay, that was lame.-.- Anyways, i was out the whole day, obviously. I am so tired ! I'll tell you why! Its because I've been going in a jungle walking and walking for 3 whole hours! I was sweating like a pig! It felt like i just took a shower. My whole shirt was wet, My neck was dripping water. I was like " OHMYGOD, ITS LIKE A SAUNA IN HERE " My legs were cramming too! And it still is. XD But i did enjoy myself. There were leeches inside the jungle too but I'm glad it didn't suck any of my blood. :D Besides that, the jungle was really slippery. I wasn't wearing proper shoes for that so i slipped a few times but there were things to hold on and a few people helped me so it was okay. After the jungle tracking, there was a van which drove us back to the resort and fusssssh, I immediately jumped into the hot spring. It was so relaxing. I even when to the cold spring. I was swimming and i even closed my eyes to take some rest in the cold spring. It was too awesome ! I enjoyed myself so much! <3

loves,
s.f

my tortoise, roadie

Roadie

Hellooooo, i guess you have met my new pet tortoise, Roadie. It is huge man! Isn't it just the cutest? Hey, watch out, it BITES. GRRR. Hahahaha, naah, i'm just joking with cha. :) Anyways, since you've met Roadie already. Let me tell you about how we got it. More to found it. ;) Okay, so the story starts from ONCE UPON A TIME..

Once upon a time, me and my family was on our way to church and we saw something. At first i didn't know what the heck was that until my parents stopped the car and shouted " OH MY GOD, ITS A TORTOISE!". I was like what the heck? Its a rat and you don't have to be so jakun about it! How can you stop the car for a frigging rat! My mum asked my dad to take it so he got off the car and took it in. I looked at it and i was like " OH MY GOD, IT IS A TORTOISE!". Eventually, i was being the jakun about it. XD So it was pretty stupid. So we took it into the car. It also kinda pee-d when my dad was holding it. Guess it got too scared until the pee just terkeluar just like that. It was smelly, disgusting and smelly. So now its in my house, in a cage living peacefully(I hope). The end.

Thank you for your attention. XD Oh and, we gave the name to the tortoise Roadie because we found it on the rode side. -.- What a story eh? So now i have a house full of fishes, one tortoise and a dog, Choco who gets jealous over Roadie. :) How awesome is that?

loves,
s.f

thanks to boredom

I was pretty much bored so i was finding stupid pictures. XD

YOU TALKING TO ME?!

it was yesterday

Vampire sucks

Step up 3D

Awesome scene

She is awesome :)

Moose <3

Hey! Guess what?! Yesterday was the awesmest ever! I went out with my beloved honey, Jane. We went to OU. Before that we went to eat breakfast in Village Park. The Nasi Lemak was yummy! (Y)

We went to OU and watched 2 movies which was Vampire Sucks and Step up 3D. As you can see up there. >.< We both were really excited yesterday. But we were kinda late for the Vampire Sucks movie because we were buying popcorn and thanks to those stupid bajet chinese boys in front of us who were taking such a long time buying. -.- Me and Jane was like cursing them. Anyways, Vampire Sucks was okay. It should be PG18. There were too many inappropriate scenes ! But it was pretty funny. More to lame and stupid. XD Besides that, the Step Up 3D movie was like fusssssssh! Awesome! We didn't have any popcorn but we brought in some sweets. Curi-curi masuk. Wakakakaka! Step up 3D, they dance like shitty awesome! It was so sexy! XD I wanna watch it again! Damn it! Moose was so cute, Luc was pretty hot. XD Jane loves Luc. Moose is still a greater dancer then Luc is, Jane. :P Oh well, we don't really care. As long as we did have a great time then yeah. And we did. Lol. Thanks for the awesome memorable time Janey! <3 Lets do it more often and invite Sasa! :)

loves,
s.f

This is what i see but its only a dream


A dream within a dream by Edgar Allan Poe

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow--
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in none,
Is it therefor the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And i hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand--
How few yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While i weep--while i weep!
O God! can i not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can i not save
one from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

Hey, its really in the morning now. I am so frigging tired because i slept at 1.oo and woke up at 8.00. I am use to it but its just that somehow i am tired today. Shit. Anyways, i have to go to singing practice later and ya know what? I didn't even know that we are gonna sing this Thursday which is TOMORROW?! Damn lah, i wanna sleep again! :(

loves,
s.f

Its all about him

I know you will always hear me no matter how near or far you are.

His voice was nothing special,
But to me, it had a certain ring in it.

He kept repeating those three sweet words to me,
Whispering them so softly and gently into my ear,
I listened to every word you said,
That it kept piercing through me like an arrow shooting in me,
Breaking me into several pieces.

how much more can i love you

AWWWWWWWWWW <3>

Is there a limit to how much you can love a somebody?

There is no one in his world i could ever love more than i love you,
If i could be the most important person in your life,
Then oh, how wonderful would my life be.
It can't be anyone else but you,
Because if its not you,
I would've died millions of years ago.

No matter how much i hurt you and get hurt by you,
I somehow find a thousand miles far from having to hate you.
Loving someone so insanely and helplessly,
I will never love like this ever again.

this is shit

Hey, today was a normal day, not that exiting or anything. XD But i got a few of my exam results and its like SHIT. I mean i did pretty good in my Math and Kemahiran Hidup but the others was so bad! My sejarah, geografi, bahasa melayu. Oh Mee Goreng!

KH - 78%
SEJ - 56%
GEO - 58%
BM - 42%
MATH - 56%

Okay, i know my math is a C but its better den an E right? XD Oh well, just gotta try harder the next time. lol, anyways, today, i joined choir or some singing thingy together with a friend. Well, mainly it was because another friend of mine asked me to replace her so i was just doing a favor. So yeah, that's how it happened. I was like pretty nervous and i didn't really felt comfortable but its better doing something then sitting around doing nothing. :) HEHEHEHE. okay then, thatsy allsy. >.< hehehehe. :)

loves,
s.f

a dreamer

I've dream about being someone different that no one else have ever met before. I want to go around the world and touch people's heart with my own words. I want to show them things they've never seen before. I want to express my feelings to the world. I want to express it through the words i use. As i travel, i also want to see wondrous things, pretty things, beautiful things. I want to walk down a street where there are beautiful lights down the way and make the troubles in my mind go away forever. I want everything that no has dream before.

I hate watching it in real live, i prefer shows in anime. Anime guys are so hot but the girls are so a let down! But shiiiiiiiiit, i gotta stop being obsess with anime ! THEY AREN'T REAL! This is another reason why i'm not in love with any guy, obsession over anime. >.<

Shit, i have no freaking idea what did i do to my blog. SHIT SHIT SHIT. i don't know how to turn it back to normal.. i don't think i can.. DAMN. :'( SHIT SHIT SHIT

I hate you because of everything you've done, but i love you because i'm stupid.

The cries of my soul,
Its growing stronger and stronger,
Because your completely different when it comes to that girl,
You never smiled like that to me.

I might live in a world where anybody and everybody would envy,
It seems like i already have everything i could ever want,
However, what i truly desire will never fall into my grasp.

Its time for me to stop waiting, but time for you to come running.

I'm not the type of girl everyone will notice,
I'm just a girl that everyone wouldn't want to know,
Because of how i am now,
I am loosing my control because of you.

You've taken my heart,
So now its time for you to take the responsibility,
I can't wait no longer,
Because waiting for you is like waiting for a raindrop to fall.

Take me to places where you want to be,
Just you and me,
With no one else as a disturbance,
But just us together with a nice fragrance.

This was how i felt when i first saw YOU. :)

A smile full of happiness,
Its been a long time since i last saw someone smile like that,
With such sweetness.

But seriously, i don't know what to do with you,
Your smile is so beautiful that it touches my heart,
Even the parts which aren't able to be touched,
Because as long as you are here with me,
I'll always be happy,
And this is how my daily life will be.