Unspoken.

Say it before its too late.

I heard my mother talking about me behind my back. The way she spoke sounded really frustrated and angry. Its been days since I last spoke to her. She never did anything wrong to me but I am the type of person who gets angry at someone and won't speak to anyone. There are many things that people don't understand. They tend to simply talk when they don't even know the actual reason. And that pisses me off. It started of with my younger sister who talks shit to my parents. I was so mad I slapped her on the face and since then I had a grumpy look. I kept quiet day and night. Believe me, I was as silent as the dead. I thought of apologizing to everyone in my family. I thought its gonna be easy but whenever i face them, words don't seem to come out. My mind goes blank, I get all nervous. I try to avoid them, ignore them as though they never did exist. Its not easy neither do I feel like its a good thing. I go to my room, lie down on my bed all day long writing about how i really feel. So the words I'm searching for is done. What I'm wanting to say to them is..
I'm Sorry.