Monday, February 7, 2011

I will keep moving forward.

Watch me.


I haven't lost anything,
Its just that,
I never had any of them in the first place.
Everything was given by others.

From the very beginning,
I never had a single thing.
Nothing belonged to me.

I am not wrong.
They all may have said they'd be with me forever,
But its quite clear that was merely a lip service.
Now that I have finally realized,
I play the main character in a tragedy.

No one has ever loved me.

I was a powerless child,
But I returned here in order to bestow the same humiliation upon those who hurt me,
I am waiting for them to come for me again.

Why should I be sitting around sad and in mourning?
Even a dead person can stay still.
But I'm here alive and standing on my own two feet.
If I'm going to end up dying one day,
I'd rather do with no regrets.

I wouldn't call it something as grand as revenge.
It's all just to make me feel better.
It's a game between them and me to see who will win.

Even if I'm flung into the depths of despair,
If there is even a spider's thread I can use to climb out,
I'll grab it and never give up.
We humans have the strength to do that.
However,
Whether to grab it or not is up to each individual.

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