There are some thoughts in my mind thinking about things like "am i wrong?" or "was i right?" or "what im doing is it the right thing?" or "why is she doing this to me?".
I use to think that some questions have no answers to it but actually, every question has an answer. but sometimes finding an answer isn't easy. Especially when the other isn't telling the truth. We mustn't give up on finding an answer because every way leads you to a new path. There will be no ending. :)

The things i've told,
Was never true,
It was all a lie,
Because of you.

Its not because i didn't have a reason,
But it was because of the troubles i've given,
I'm not that brave,
But i'm always afraid,
So forgive me if i am wrong,
I'm not always right.

I will not tell you the words of truth,
I'm afraid of what you'll say,
Because i'm scared to face the truth and dare.

I hope that the person whom this is for will read. Because you actually mean a lot to me and by the way, i'm still keeping the watch you gave me. There isn't any reason for me to throw it away. Because i've always treasured you, i just didn't know what to say because i've been lying to you and you kept accusing me. I don't hate you but the only reason i lied was because i was afraid of everything. I'm sorry is the only word i could say because there isn't anything else i could do but made you mad. So i guess its better living this way. Thank you for everything. :')

loves

s.f